MY THOUGHT

   It's about time we stop comparing people's state to ours to feel better or worse, terms like ''there are people on hospital bed who are in worse state than i am, there are those that are starving, or  my age mate is probably hawking and all its likes; Simply because they are in that state doesn't make their state worse, we shouldn't have to compare ourselves at any point even if we want to feel grateful, after all, what is Life anyway? what if few years after you make such grateful statement of comparison, you find yourself in that same state that you felt grateful for not being- would you die at that reality, or better still compare another worse case situation and make it a comparison?
  I don't dispute a grateful heart or a remorseful one, but not one that include us denying ourselves certain things, cause i realise we tend to deny ourselves certain  right, which shouldn't be, at any point or stage that we are, we should not make comparison to others, ''don't you know that your current state is either a person's worst state or another's best state'' 

  WELL IT'S STRICTLY MY THOUGHT THOUGH・



OGUNLEYE ABIOLA OLUWAKEMI
© 3 IN 1 INK_QUEENKEMZ

My Fear

Queenkemz Poem *My fear*

  May that day not come
It mustn't exist
The one that will mark me a complete loser
And make all my effort yield nothing
I work so hard
I can't get slapped in the face
And shed tears of blood in return

  Oh no
I just can't
I won't be able to bare it
To work this hard to attain a greater cause
And fall a victim
My conscience won't let me
My dreams won't permit me

  "My greatest fear"
Is not dyeing unfulfilled
"My greatest fear"
Is trying so hard to be fulfilled
And seeing it yield nothing
"My fear"
Is working so hard
Not sleeping
Burning those midnight candle
For nothing
"My fear"
Is Not being acknowledge a VICTORY
Don't blame me
Am just too scared
To believe in my self
Too timid to fight for what I believe in

  Is it a curse?
No it shouldn't be
But how else
Does it seems as if my problem has no cure
How else
Do I care so much about what you think of me
Don't allow me go down this drain
Don't let "My fear" be my Ruin
Please don't
I aspire to be a Victory
But it seems as if am the Victim already

👸 *Queenkemz says* ✍

    Am really sorry to write to you like this but *Get a grip of yourself*, you know what the problem is already, rather than enslave yourself to fear, why not face it, I once read this some where *that the greatest risk a man can take is not taking any risk at all* who cares what the consequences will be, though public opinion matters a lot but that doesn't mean it is right, because someone might badmouth you shouldn't give you the right to give up on yourself, I always say *that you are only a victim if you do not make an attempt to victory*  before your pessimistic self truly become your ruin, you need to stand up for yourself, every successful person in this world as a reason to be successful, all you need is a reason, that will make up your strength, even if you fail a thousand times, never stop trying.
A greater cause you say-🤔
Queenkemz quote-  *it's not a greater cause if it's not worth fighting for*

Queenkemz Note- *whatever you choose to do, will be your Fruit to bare, ensure you choose what will be yours to gain*

Anticipate- *QUEENKEMZ SERIES*✍

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© *3 in 1 writer Queenkemz*
24/08/2016

Friends That Are Not Mine by Queenkemz

*Friends That Are Not Mine*

Lonely the sky feels,
Brightly the sun is,
Yet it feels so lonely,
As vast as an ocean can be,
Yet it feels so lonely.
Oh what a fate!
To be surrounded with packs of people,
You call friends,
But yet they are friends,
That are not mine.

As warm a night might feel;
It feels so lonely,
As wonderful a home might be,
It feels so lonely,
As endearing it is to live,
Yet it still feels so lonely,
it is wonderful to be around them,
Yet it feels so lonely;
Because they are Friends,
That are not Mine.

Tell me,
Is it so wrong
To feel possessive ?
Is it a crime to desire companions?
Oh what a fate it is,
To have lot of people to call friends!
 Friends that are not Mine!

Yeah right!
Something really must be wrong with me!
Just as silly as it feels,
I must be too weak to accommodate trust,
Or does my face frighten them?
What on earth did I do so wrong?
Why do they leave at one point?
Oh damn! I feel so lonely!
Tears streamed down my pallid face,
How emotional it is,
To be so emotional,
What wrong have I done
To have them surround me?
These friends that are not Mine!

I claim them,
They don't claim me,
I want them,
They don't want me;
I miss them,
They don't even remember me!

Or do I attach myself to them too much
That it drives them away?
Just how wonderful it would be,
To have Friends that are mine,
Too much pain withheld!
Too many secrets within!
How great it would be,
To have a confidant,
To suppress these insecure feelings of Mine;
To have a pillar of support,
But yet I guess there won't be,
Would there? Not yet,
Because I have Friends that are not Mine!

👸  *Queenkemz says* ✍
 
     Yes, it might be a good thing to have friends, even if it's just one that makes a difference. But if none sees the need to be friends with you, don't feel shut out of the world and don't be bereaved with pain, because when you do, they Win. The only way to feel actually secure is to trust no one except yourself. Life might be such a pain without a friend to call yours but they truly might not be yours; let them go if they want to go. It is not worth it, to be so hung up on feelings that shouldn't last up to a second. Live your life being a confidant to yourself, don't let them get to you, prove your worth to them and they will wish they had not made your emotional innocent self cry. Actualise your goals first and you will see how friends will flock around you. Be careful of the type of words you regard yourself as; You are what you say you are. Wipe your tears now, you need not worry. You are fearfully and wonderfully made, you don't need pack of friends to prove that. God is enough to be your pillar of support, Your confidant, even a solution to what seems like a problem to you. Just seek him, he never fails!👍.

  *Anticipate Queenkemz Series*

Ogunleye Abiola Oluwakemi
© *3 in 1 writer Queenkemz*
25/06/2016

Our Worth

Our Worth

The voluminous die-hard-work

The female goes through 

I can't bear it I would say 

Is it that softest heart

That falls in love,

When frail, shatters like glass 

Or is it that love of money

That buys their selfish pride

Oh those material things

Just isn't enough!

Is it the  payback time

That will be paid back?

Oh please!

Sound a wake up call!

It's high time we knew our worth!

    

Who are the embodiments of the world?

Simply women, Don't you think?

They have to selflessly bear another entity's name

Oh no!

Their body isn't theirs anymore!

Those trying times!

The joy of motherhood!

The sleepless nights!

The tiring days!

They truly are a unique being 

I do really salute them 

But please sound a wake up call 

We do have to know our worth 

  Life must be funny really

To think that all this

Might be for nothing 

The crawler was fed 

Nurtured, Grown to age

And the youthful exuberance

Makes few

Or is it some 

who forget their source 

While some are truly the mirror 

Of the refection of their source 

What happens to those words fed to them?

Are they forgotten?

What happens to those sleepless night of talk?

Are they for nothing?

Some brings tears to their

Source 

The good child is for the father

So they say

The bad one is for the mother

So they claim 

All this comes down to women

To either make or mar a child 

Let a wake up call be sound 

Please, we have to know our worth

   

Who cares what the world says

I own my pride

I selfishly protect it

Call me stingy 

It's my business not yours

Who needs those trousers

To promise me the world 

Though I must confess

It's not easy but it's mine

And it's mine alone to protect 

I really can't be duped of it

Those lying tongues of theirs

Works their trick on some

Not me, says a pure girl 

It's a good thing

That should be imbibed by all

But tell them this

Trust me

You will blame yourself for it

Oh wait!

Some thing tells me

It's not all 

Just sound a wake up call

And they will know their worth 

 Let those at home tell the farmer

Let the farmer know 

And tell the traveller

Just at least make sure it all goes round to all ladies

In the world

That beauty is not in the eyes of the beholder anymore

It's in you

You are who you say you are

I will say;

Don't be deceived 

Sound a wake up call

And surely they will know their worth 

 I blame not

The prodigal girl 

That wanders 

Just tell her it time to go back home 

It's getting too late

The materialistic woorld we are in now is all but nothing 

We are not some dumped tissue 

Used and forgotten 

Nor are we a used cloth 

Turned to rag

We matter for those that know our worth 

And for those that do not

A second is too much

To spend with them

Our worth can't be compared with Silver or Gold

Nor with Jade and Platinum combined 

We are Unique !

We are Special !

We are Exceptional!

And we are to be handled with Care

And trust me

We can be quite a Catch

If and only if

You know our Worth

I  have sounded a wake up call 

It's high time we knew 

Our worth 

Ogunleye Abiola Oluwakemi 

©3 in 1 writer Queenkemz

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SHIFT BY OGUNLEYE ABIOLA-QUEENKEMZ

 SHIFT


Why should I stand still on a spot and not moving,
Like a dead person not living
Shift my dear, just shift!
Why should I base my knowledge
Only in the four corner of the lecture room
Working tirelessly for good Four years
For just an A4 paper certificate
As if my future is only dependent on it
Shift my dear, just shift!
Being creative has nothing to do with age,
Why should I waste all my creativity
On only one thing
And on just one spot?
Shift my dear, just shift!
 Oh right! I do have a lot of dreams,
And visions of the future
But what I love best,
is to sleep on a spot,
enjoying the scenery
Of what my future would be
Wake up dearie!
And shift, just Shift!
My life is doomed
My dreams are failing
My existence is a question
My world has crumbled
My Hope is gone
What do I do?
Think beyond the box,
And Shift my dear, just shift!
I want to be known!
I am beautiful!
I want to be a model!
I want to be this!
I want to be that!
All you need my dear
Is to Shift, just shift!
Actualise your  dreams
Make your visions come true,
Execute it and for you to live and not to exist Is in your hands
All you need my dear is to ;
S-Select your association
H-Have a vision
I-invest in your self
F-Finish through
T-Think more and talk less
            Just Shift!!



By OGUNLEYE ABIOLA OLUWAKEMI
3 IN 1 WRITER- QUEENKEMZ